Today is one of the rare Fridays, when I can safely tell myself, "There's nothing for you to rush, nothing for you to do. You can stay up as late as you want because tomorrow you can sleep in!"
Woohoo! How good it felt for now! If only the weather can turn cold and start raining now. I will go to sleep and hug my smelly bolster to sleep until the sun shines onto my butt!
Today has been an extremely angsty day for me. Sometimes I seriously wonder if I am being too petty, have low tolerance for unfair things, poor anger management or things always happens to make me angry? I had seriously considered go look for a shrink because I actually believed that I can't managed my emotions very well. It's either I hide them and be nice to all or I explode. 2 extreme ends. Then again, it is not like I have split personality or serious bi-polar disorder right? So, can someone tell me, is it me who care too much or is it the world who doesn't care? Damn. I think I will turn crazy soon.
There's so many things I wanna do that I can't decide which one to do first! I wanna go fly kite, prawning, ktv, Ubin cycling, tanning, bowling, volleyball, blading, fishing, crabbing, rock climbing and many many more! I wanna subscribe to Readers Digest, Discovery Channel magazine, National Geographic, Her World and I want infinite novels for me to read! So many things to do, so little money. Sigh! To think that I will be out of job very very soon!
For now, I shall turn in and start dreaming of all the above at one go.
6/19/2010 01:33:00 am